Right Words.

Ever since I started developing my own state of mind,
differentiating from what's black and what's white
and standing up for what I think is right;
I've always been admonished for saying the right words.

When my parents have an arguement,
they tend to ask questions that benefits only either one of them like,
"Who do you think is better?", and you only have one option.
So it's either 'this' or 'that'. Nothing in between.
And whenever I speak for who I think was right,
I end up being reprimanded by the one that I did not 'side'
and that really sucks 'cause in actuality, I'm not siding anyone.
I'm just standing up for myself and my principles and, I mean,
aren't I right for being truthful?

It's kind of like being stuck in the middle.
All you want to do is say nothing no more and
just crawl out from the hole even if it can only fit an ant.

That's right! That's why people these days don't say the right things anymore.
Afraid of being reprimanded, they'd prefer to tell lies and feel better about it.
And so, we're all being raised to refrain from saying the right words.

That's not hard to understand, isn't it?

We Are Jejune Stars.

Come fire, come water, come karma;

We're all in transition.

So I go umbrella under my arm

Into the green of the radar 

How'd it get so dark in the day?

It's just so bizarre 

Is it true what we're made of?

Why do I hide from the rain?

"Vices and Virtues", so they say.

Why is it that the evil ones always get away with the awful things they've done
and the good ones are left with their image tarnished because people misunderstood them?

They say "society is unfair". Yes I know that.
They also say "we've gotta just deal with it". And yes, I know that too.
But for how long? or, how much longer?

I mean, if you are always telling yourself to "just deal with it", what are you hiding?

Can't we just be weak for a minute?
Can't we just have someone to lean on for a second?
Can't we just cry in front of someone and not suck it up?

I'm not tired of life or anything.
In fact, I'm still having that tiny little light shinning in.
It's just that I don't seem to understand how things work anymore.

It's just plain ridiculous when they malign the good
and somehow managed to get outsiders to believe that they are actually innocent.

From what I see, people know what 'fair' is
but it doesn't apply to the world with live in anymore..
Or should I put it this way?
It only applies when people know that they are going to reap a benefit.

Human beings.

Who are you to even call yourself a pious woman
when you've rejected the forlorn not only with your disdain staring on Church grounds?

What I've seen today just irks me so much I can type a whole post filled with explicits!

I may not be a religious person but I definitely know that I shouldn't discriminate.
But that woman which I have mentioned above is... is such a plague!
One of the plague out of the countless plagues in society!

And worst! She offers herself to the choir service!
Wow, lady, what HUGE audacity you've got there huh?!

Goodness! If I was Jesus, I'd banish you to some waste land
where you'll be eating nothing but trash, drinking nothing but muddy water and
seeing nothing but the Sun the rest of your life! Ugh!

..Now, I just feel for that young girl who got rejected.
I don't know her well.
All I know that she is the daughter of my Mother's friend
and she's known to be an outcast in her class.

She always confide her thoughts and worries to her Mum
but sadly, her Mum passed away a few years back...

Can you even imagine that sadness and her emotional struggle?
Losing her one and only best friend as well as her Mother...
It just breaks my heart to see her this way...

I wish I could help.

"So if you ever happen to bump into to God please ask him if he made us all up for fun." 

Bouncing boomerangs

Dear Karma,

You know that I fear you 

and I know you're always trying to teach me lessons on how to be a better person.

However, your methods are getting old 

and I'm tired of experiencing the same old situation day after day 

that I feel like it's so normal and frankly, I feel unaffected.

So, I suggest that you should look into the situation again 

and come up with newer ways to meddle my life.

Ps; It's just a suggestion and I mean no offence.

Sincerely,

Me.

Move on.

Placing my past in a suitcase where it belongs.
Walking along with my present from now on.

Everything's gonna change like a cycle once again.
But we're not gonna lose our base to foolishness of yesterday's.